| - This guys like a knock off of Kanye West, it's the rap without the bitches and hoes. Live life to its fullest. Something people say all the time but don't really do it. But I mean honestly, why should we all sit here worrying about what's going to happen to all of us in the next four years, or even the next ten or twenty years? I think of each decision and how it may have an effect on the next four years of my life. No buddy can predict the future, not even Miss Cleo, mann.
Take risks, do things you probably only dreamed about doing before. Honestly I sit and wonder why life in Duluth is so dull and how it would likely be better elsewhere. Reality check anyone?? I think I can find a way to love living in Duluth, but I always catch myself holding back, I know you all hear me on that one. It's so damn easy to take the easy way out, as corny as that may sound. Either way Minnesota is always my home, born and raised here, and god damnit I really do love this place. Who needs warm weather, the ocean, and some grits when you can have lakes everywhere you turn, some below freezing temperatures, and a whole lotta hockey gear. 
BE SPONTANEOUS...
Most of all I think it's time to live more by my motto, "tough it out." Lol as weird as it sounds thats the way to go, all I know is why do we always worry about the outcome? I mean you should think things through that may threaten something like your job, or even your life, but why should we worry about how a person or a few people may think differently about you in the future because you did what you wanted to do. I think we are all old enough now to realize who the true friends in life are, and honestly no matter what you do if they are true friends, they will not think differently of you when the sun comes up tomorrow.
I'm not trying to filter because of something that happened, this is just what happens when I start to think. I sit here worrying about how I may be paying off a car for the next four years of my life, but at the same time this vehicle may give me a reason to be happy, a reason to be more successful with a career. I just figure I need a motive, which seems to be the case with everything I do. Not something Im proud of to say the least, but working on it nevertheless.
Why on earth did I not choose to live in the dorms at school next year? I wanted to stay at home and stay out of trouble? Do my homework? Save money? Not at all legit reasons, by being such a conservative dumbass I realize that all Im doing is missing out on the whole college experience, now where does that get me? A whole lot of no where.
Yeah I guess it's time to shape up, start living on the edge, or spend all of my time thinking about what could have happened if I made long-term decisions in a split second. The biggest reason I need to be a little more "spontaneous" would likely be that I never want to regret what I didn't do in college, or anything else for that matter. So why not stop being ridiculous, and worrying about shit that doesn't matter to me. It's time to start having fun, something everyone should have their mind set on.
I hope you took the time to read and think about this because whether you realize it or not, you probably have the same problem with holding back. So ike I say, tough it out.
Or for those of you that are feeling crazy, when life throws you lemons, make lemonade and then find someone who's life is throwing them vodka and have a party. I don't care who you are, that's funny right there.
I hope you all enjoyed this deep reality check I just threw at ya. If you don't feel what Im sayin, go stay at a Holiday Inn Express and the light shall be shun upon you.
Holla atcha boy
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